I Will Live This Day As If It Is My Last – What am I… What would the person… – Week 18

I have faltered in my journey through the Master Key Experience.  I have missed assignments and even a day or two.  What I did find when I missed is the old me tried to return.  The one who is fearful, the one who intimately knows defeat.  I seriously don’t want to be that person.

So, I’m driven back to the material by a longing desire to become the person I want to be.

In our readings we see the focus that “I will live this day as if it is my last.”  Add to this two cards we have added to our deck: What am I pretending not to know? and What would the person I intend to become do next?

These three combined are powerful.

I have them written out on a separate card that I keep in front of me.  I look at it periodically and it causes me to pause and think.  We have to be engaged in what we are doing so we don’t get distracted from what we desire – to become who we are meant to become.

This can be an adventure!

So, in this journey, I’ve faced who I don’t want to be almost as much as I have focused on who I want to be.  I don’t mind because by going through the assignments, I am able to put the old me behind.  After all my years on this earth I’m so thankful to be at this point in my life and have the tools to make the changes I’ve longed to make.  This class is the only way I’ve found that has long lasting affects.

Sometimes I phrase things in a “what if” statement.  What if I can do the things I want to do?  What if I can change this or that?  What if – it brings a sense of wonder and awe and inspires my imagination.

What if I could make this less complicated and just ease into who I want to be become?  This class is the only way I’ve found that has had long lasting affects.

I might enjoy my life a lot more – stop taking lady like bites and enjoy the whole thing.

 

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